I can't express current emotions better than this:
10-2015 Post Script: I viewed this song differently than you'd think. This was how I felt about choosing to give up trying to conceive and choosing to adopt instead. This is how I felt, knowing I had another child that needed to come to my family, and knowing I wouldn't be the one to carry her/him - that another woman would take my place in that role.
Maybe I should be blogging more about this journey, but it's just so
personal and tumultuous, and I usually like to write those stories when
there is some kind of conclusion - and I don't know when that will
happen. Sorry for the general absence of posts in the meantime.